Ten years ago today I would have given birth. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about that baby. I have thought all day about what I could say and how I could depict my feelings. But there aren’t words to describe how I feel.
There are fleeting thoughts of all the birthday candles I’ll never watch you blow out. Never get to see you open your presents and smile big for the camera. I wonder what the theme of your party would have been and what you have wanted. God I miss you.