Checkin’ In

Two nights ago I started to feel nauseous. My mom thinks it’s all in my head. Either way, I didn’t get sick yet.

My breasts have been really tender the last few days. My belly is bruised from the heparin shots. My vagina is constantly leaking from the progesterone suppositories. I’m more tired than normal, but I can’t nap for fear of missing a moment with this baby.

I love this baby.

Yesterday I was supposed to get my blood drawn early in the morning. I hesitated until 4:00 in the afternoon to get it drawn. I wasn’t ready for them to give me the results, so I thought if I waited until later in the day I would have one more day of being an ignorantly happy pregnant lady. They will call me later today to give me the HcG and progesterone levels.

Everything has gotten a lot more complicated in the last 72 hours. My doctor is out of the country until April 4th and we found out we don’t have insurance. It’s a long complicated story, I won’t bore you with the details. Right now, we’re paying out of pocket for my heparin and blood work.

The timing on things never ceases to amaze me. I pray that my levels will be good and that we can get insurance soon.

Published by Brandi

I'm interested in self-help, chakras, essential oils (DoTerra) and just trying to help people in anyway I can. This was initially a weight loss blog and turned into an adventure about my infertility, miscarriages and my rainbow baby. We took quite the detour, but now is the time to focus on my health. I love talking about shame and trauma and I'd love to help you work on your best self. Please email me with questions or DM on IG. IG: Youhaveaprettyface_ Twinbody: Youhaveaprettyface

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