There are many defining moments in a persons’ life. This blog is attributed to the many moments of my life that have struck me in such a way that I wanted to start documenting for myself. This may be the first and only thing that I have done that I did solely for the welfare of myself. I take great pride and satisfaction in knowing that you are about to read my story–A story about my journey through life. I’m no one of importance… There is nothing about me that is extraordinary or out of the ordinary. At least that is what I used to think. Are we all special or are we all just tiny specs in this huge universe? We’re both. Something and nothing. I will try to the best of my ability give the most accurate details that I can remember. Names will be changed for the safety of being sued. No one likes that. I challenged myself to give raw, jagged pieces of myself in order to depict the precious moments of my life, at the time, seemed so pivotal.

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March 25, 2014

Update: The above sounds so pretentious! Oh well, color me dramatic.

I’m newly pregnant… This is my fourth pregnancy, no live babies. I’m due on November 23, 2014 and it’s quite the ride!

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May 9th, 2014

Update on the update: The above is crap. I’m no longer pregnant. Four miscarriages now and the ride was shitty. Thanks for playing.

 

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4 responses »

  1. Thanks for finding and reading parts of my blog. I am glad in turn I found yours! I am so sorry for all your losses, and especially for the most recent. I partly understand having the “longest miscarriage possible” as I chose to wait out my second loss. While I didn’t have crazy bleeding, I had no symptoms for four weeks. I almost lost my mind; going through something so awful for so long is only torture on top of already an already horrid situation. I look forward to reading more of your blogs.

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